(Finally got this blog to work,yay)

Got a lot on my mind, and keep trying to vent things out over many different sites, but the wording never seems quite right..so i shall try here.

Just as i was getting used to my Nan no longer being around, and re-adjusting my weeks routine, i received the news that my Uncle (Dad's younger brother) suddenly passed away on Tuesday morning. Which has been a total shock, and as you can imagine, has been quite hard to accept.

You never would think a mother would have to borrow one of her kids...never mind two, and both her boys, both sudden deaths, no warnings, both heart related. It just shouldn't happen to anyone.

It took me till Friday morning to properly take everything in, i didn't think it could be true. I'm sometimes like a little child and think people are invincible and nothing will ever touch them - how wrong i can be. But Friday was my worst day, work was the hardest 5 hours ever.

My uncle was the only one on my Dad's side of the family who would take the time to really talk to me, about my Dad; even though he would stop when we both got upset...he took the time, and now i have lost that. It may sound selfish, i know.I know i didn't see him that often, but at the end of the day he was my Uncle Alan & i loved him very much.

I will miss him very much, i'll miss how he would talk to me about London and about how he wanted me to get sent to sunny Spain; haha!! I will miss his phone calls and texts, i will miss how he used to help me surprise my Grandma Sadie when i arrived on her doorstep.

Uncle Alan, You may be gone, but you will forever remain in our hearts, always!
You were a true Davies! :) RIP.
Love always, your sweet Niece, Samantha!xxx