I have never been a great speaker, never been good with enlgish...never been top of the class, but thats okay because it doesn't matter to God how smart you are, does it?

This is what i am seriously trying to drum in my head at the moment, and i thought i had it at the begining of the year, and now i'm back to square one. I feel as though, no matter what i say that it's going to sound so stupid...its always been in the back of my mind, regardless of who i am around. Sometimes, i let my walls down and say anything that comes out, and sometimes i wish i didn't.

I really don't know where this is going, and i am not sure when or if things will change..all i know is to be an effective minister of religion, i think i may have to.