From this moment on, I'll serve you only.

The title of this blog, is in fact the Prayer Warriors sesion dedication song, and has stuck with me, i literally can;t get it out of my head, love it.

From this moment on,
I'll serve you only.
From this moment on,
I'll follow you.
From this moment on,
My life is wholly yours;
From this moment on.

You hold the heavens
Within your hands.
Your love is wider, depper
Than i can understand/
I'm flawed and sinful,
I dirft and stray;
But you called me to come.
So i will trust and obey.

Amazing words, Words that took over my heart, and mind, and i keep singing to myself.

You know, i always knew that i could get appointed anywhere when i get commissioned as a Salvation Army officer, but this year, knowing this are happening for entry to college next year, everythings becoming that little bit more real, and alive.
Like, the fact that it dawned on me that i have no idea where i will be places, is actually really scary, and i know, i need to putall my trust in God, and Believe that he knows best.

During my London holiday with my mum last week, i met a new friend, who is hoping to go to college next year, so she'll hopefully be in my session, and i meet up with friends who are going in this year and the year after me, so i am feeling slighty less nervous by the fact i'll be in college knowing some people to start with.

So, looking at entry to college next year, i need to start studying, which i just sent of a cheque for, so hopefully all that material will arrive pretty soon, because it needs to be finished by January, for my assessment conference. With a medical and Physc consultation at some point too.

It feels like there is so much to do in the next 12 months, and the 12 months doesn't seem enough time. But i am praying that God will equip me, because it is only by his Grace that any of it is possible.