someday, i'll wish upon a star..<3

Sometimes, i wish it was different.
I wish. I just wish.

Last weekend was a really bad one. It was 16 years to my dad, so Grace and i headed to his grave to give it a clean, and put in some roses.

I always thought that it would get easier to life with when i was older, but really, it's a little harder - you want them around to go throught the happy times with you, your graduation (which is on monday) Graces 1st baby, his first grandchild. I want him around. And thats the hard part.

Yes, i've been blessed you have such an amazing Adopted Dad, or so i call him, in my life over these las couple of years..but he's now moved too...they both are watching from a distance...least i can still talk to my adopted dad though.

And, i don't think my adopted parents know just how much they mean to me. So, if you are both reading - I love you both! *Hugs*